OH LIFE!

while i did have a great time at the beach today, there were some downfalls involved. my brother is an ass. and he is disrespectful to my mom and i. my dad wont do anything about it. he is a very ineffectual father. and im jealous of my ex moving on, while my new guy is turning out to be a little too... controlling, deffensive, pushy, rude, etc. and though he says its not just about sex, i bet we will never go a day without talking about it. oh, and this is all very preliminary. i guess i move fast (or guys move fast with me). i just met him yesterday (online...) we talked on the phone for hours and have been texting a lot. hes turning out to be a bit less than. mainly because i have to tiptoe around him for fear i say anything showing that i have a will of my own and am not JUST a "sweetheart". cause he wants one of those. i mean, he is being very nice and all. he already is tellin me that he wants me to be his girlfriend and that he will take care of me and apparently he loves being affectionate and cuddling and shit. which i love (not that i have that great of an idea about what i want. ive only had one serious bf. and he was a douche.) we live an hour and a half from each other and he told me he would come pick me up and we could stay at his place for a long weekend whenever we want after we start going out. we would meet somewhere neutral at first, of course. so idk what to think or do.